i said: baby, will u still leave me al your remainin break time to talk to me aft getting along better w yr colleagues?

he said: yup. dont worry. sometimes take longer sometimes shorter. but my remaining time will leave it for u. Hugs!

i said: orh. dun bluff me k. i really scared some way tat u'll get so used and happy w yr colleagues and yr work will cause us to drift. *bite lips*

he said: wont dont worry. where's my hug back?

i said: hugs! darling, dun ever let yr work or colleagues drift us apart k. )= i love u and dun wan to lose u.

he said: i love u too! :)

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he still shows that he loves me and he is trying.
he is working on our relationship.
today he showed improvement and did tell me who he gg to eat w and tat he's eating out. so at the least it lessens my worries and wild thots.
i can see he's trying and doing wat he can too, so tat we wont hv unhappy stuff.
he tells me he miss me when he sees me, he asks me if i miss him and it shows he must have had missed me too.

even tho he tells me quite a bit abt his work, talk quite often abt his colleagues, but its all because he wants me to know more abt his stuff.
i do tell him abt sch stuff abt ppl he dunno too.
so its only normal for him to do the same.
and it shows that he wants to talk to me, wants me to noe wat's gg on with him. so i shud not be feeling uptight or so sensitive. i shud be happy he's talking to me abt his work stuff.
i cannot expect him to be locked up to one corner living in our own world and not interact w ppl. i shud allow him to be successful and help him too.

remember, i wan to be his superwoman.
i love him, i shud not be selfish. because love is not abt being selfish. its not just abt me. its not possession.

darling is still sweet in his own simple ways and i love him.

give everything,
expect nothing.
we'll be happier.

at the least tdy he say let him slowly improve. so tat's good.
i can see and feel that he's trying v hard for us.
and im really happy deep down to noe tat.

i shud do my part too, more. to cherish him and love him.
learn to be more fair to him and put myself in his shoes more to feel him.

do everything for him and for us, our future.
it's for own good and it will help us grow and our love to deepen.

give everything,
expect nothing.

we'll be happier.

Labels: brief sms msg, expect nth., simple love

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